Lately I've found myself disovering that Krishna is being very kind to me. My debt to Him for His kindness is pretty much impossible for me to repay just like my guru Maharaj's kindness to me is impossible for me to repay him too!
But I am grateful for Krishna's kindness. Little by little I can feel myself spiritually advance. Especially with my guru Maharaj's mercy that he gave to me before I left Toronto has really helped. His instructions are helping me too and I can feel my material desires gradually disappear. this is what happens when one actually has true faith in Krishna who is God Himself. I feel I have no doubts at all about Krishna and I feel very comfortable being in His devotional service because many of my desires and prayers have been answered since being in this movement.
Krishna knows what I need to spiritually advance. So He's brought me to two temples to where He knows I will advance more and surrender to Him more. I do feel comfortable here in New Dwaraka so far.Im still trying to get to know everyone but here the devotees do have a sense of humor and they do talk about Krishna and their realizations throughout the day here. They do not speak nonesense. So I am again grateful for Krishna's kindness that He has brought me here to this temple in Los Angeles. I only have to continue serving Krishna with love and devotion without expecting anything in return. I was reading something in the Bhagavatam this morning that the Gopis loved Krishna without getting any in return. I hope I can develope that same love they have for Him too.
So I am praising Krishna's kindness. He does reciprocate with His devotee if they have enough love and devotion. Bhakti Yoga really is the path in realizing God. Prabhupada is right on everything he's said so I will also praise Prabhupada for his words of wisdom too. I may not be able to physically see Krishna but I am learning to see Him within my heart and slowly through other's hearts as well.
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