Nearly everything got pretty much cancelled today. It was raining outside, and I couldn't go outside for my hour walk but I at least walked for an hour in the temple. But this morning my back started to hurt me and by the time my walk was done, I was in pain again. I was supposed to go to a home program but I cancelled on going due to back pain. And knowing what Maharaj would say to me he'd tell me to rest which is what I am doing. The home program would have let out at midnight, and I know that my back would be screaming in pain by then. The weather also effects it as well. So I struggled a lot today with my walk and service but I had to do that much at least. I tried to rest as much as possible.
Today was pretty quiet otherwise. I was almost starting to get teary eyed knowing that it's almost time for me to leave this temple. I don't want to leave sweet Sri Sri Radha Gopinatha. Between Maharaj being in India and now leaving the temple soon is taking it's toll on me. I'm trying my best to be strong about it knowing that I do have a bus ticket to come back to Toronto as long as I don't have a problem crossing the border.
I'll just be sure to have my picture f Sri Sri Radha Gopinatha with me at all times and especially my Lord Nrsimahadeva picture for protection to help me get through this.
