Lately I have had this very deep ache in my heart wanting to visit my Cleveland devotee friends. They have helped me get through so much. I find myself missing them a lot. If it wasn't for them I wouldn't have made it this far in Krishna Conciousness. You can see how devoted to Krishna they are even though they do have material desires like everyone else. But they have helped to encourage me to surrender to Krishna even more.
Soon I will be taking in initiation. Probably not until April or May which is okay by me. I can wait. Whatever Krishna wants me to do. I'm trying realize this myself that Krishna is in control. Sometimes it's difficult to accept that but more and more I'm beginning to realize it a bit. :)Attachement is a diifficult thing for all of us here. Training myself to detach from a lot of things is not easy. But I've been good about it so far.
While I'm in Cleveland I'm going to visit my mother and grandmother and also I have to visit my Great-Aunt June who is sick in the hospital. :(
I will also take a lot of pictures at the program at Dayal's house of everyone there and hopefully record Maharaj's lecture. I wish I had more lectures of him on video. Maharaj said that he wanted to talk to me about some things. I've been very anxious to talk to him for the past two months. I guess while I'm on the bus I can think of some questions to ask him. :)
