My Sweet Sri Sri Radha Gopinatha

Well I am missing Sri Sri Radha Gopinatha again. *sigh* It was also because Maharaj left to go back to Toronto today too. The pain of separation is almost unbearable. But for some reason Sri Sri Radha Vrndavan Chandra still want me here in New Vrndavan. I don't get it. Krishna knows what my desire is, but He's holding me back for now. Maybe He's trying to make me even more desparate for Him like He did with the Gopis when He went into hiding from them. Now I am also finding myself wanting a REALLY huge poster of Sri Sri Radha Gopinatha. I want to find a favorite outfit that I love seeing Them wear and make a big poster of that photo of Them.

I thought of another prayer for Sri Sri Radha Gopintha again.

My Sweet Sri Sri Radha Gopinatha.
Why is it taking so long to return to Toronto to You?
Im so heartbroken about being away from You.
Oh Sri Sri Radha Gopinatha,
I now see You as my real parents.
My biological parents are divorced
And felt I had no one at that time.
But now You came to me
With love and let me into Your family.
I consider You, my sweet Sri Sri Radha Gopinatha
To be my real transcendental parents,
Because You are never separated from one another.
You have accepted me as Your daughter
During my initiation on Jan. 1st.
That's when my attachement grew for You.
Please my sweet Sri Sri Radha Gopinatha
Help me to return back to Toronto to You soon.
I am crying for You Both.
Im so homesick being away from You Sri Sri Radha Gopinatha.
Please hear my prayer!
I love You Sri Sri Radha Gopinatha!