Sri Sri Radha KsiraChor Gopinatha stole my heart away.

I was at the last darshan tonight. Wow. Sri Sri Radha Ksira Chor Gopinatha have completely stolen my heart away. And what's funny is that the word "chor" means steal and Ksira means "sweet rice" So it meas that Krishna likes to steal sweet rice. However in my case Krishna had stolen my heart by being in this Deity form of Radha Ksira Chor Gopinatha. I literally could not take my eyes off of Them tonight. I kept looking at Krishna's Lotus Feet, His Flute, His Eyes, His Smile, just everything. I dont' know if it's because I was initiated in front of Radha Gopinatha or if it's because Maharaj stays in this temple, or what. It could be all of the above.
Srimate Radharani still takes my breath away. She's absolutely gorgeous. I can see why that pleases Krishna so much on how pretty She looks for Him.
Today their outfit was red, yellow, and green. I absolutely LOVED Krishna's turban! And His outfit alone just made Him shine brighter than the sun. Same with Srimate Radharani.

See how beautiful They are? I was totally captured by Krishna's Lotus Face. As I was there watching the Aarti, I nearly had tears in my eyes. I kept thinking that I NEVER want to leave Them again. I cannot bear to be without Them. I just can't. I don't know if I could even survive without Them. I feel so close now with Sri Sri Radha Gopinatha. I think a lot of it does have to do with Maharaj's influence. He wanted me to have more love for Krishna and that's what he said at my initiation. Well I think that is happening now as it is with Sri Sri Radha Gopinatha. After Gopinatha means Lord of the Gopis an that means Krishna attracts the Gopis. So in a way He is attracting me with that name. I love that name "Lord Gopinatha." Sounds so mystical.

So here it is 9:46pm and I am not sleepy. My mind is so absorbed in Sri Sri Radha Gopinatha, just anxious to get ready to greet Them in the morning. I always take photos of Them. And I enjoy doing that so that I can have different wallpapers to put on my desktop.

Whatever Krishna has in store for me in the future I just hope He will allow me to continue serving Him here in Toronto always.